But on the other side, I'm relieved.
Not long ago, I was in a relationship with a person I thought was the most wonderful and intelligent I've ever met. Suddently, that person blows off everything. I do my best to fix it, but what is there to fix?
I ask help from a person which I thought was a close friend, and instead, this one ends up taking the whole thing personnally because the person I'm with hasn't told her about "their" sexual orientation.
Anyways, I wish I never trusted her.
And on the other side...
"Une personne normalement constituée" would use dialogue to solve a problem, not just blocking you off MSN and leaving a comment on a picture just because there's some 50-year-old man in the background...
Anyways, this excessive jealousy shows that I had serious illusions on that relationship.
It was not jealousy? What is it, then?
Why can't people behave goddamn normally?
Anyways, I'm just happy I didn't fall deeper emotionally. I'm just happy I've had this misadventure now, during my youth, and not later, when it would've been harder to get out of it. Basically I think that's what our teenage years are about : mess around with people so we don't end up marrying some guy that will blow off our money on alchohol and drugs, cheat on you and beat you, and of course with a bunch of kids that make divorce completely impossible...
I'm also glad that this happened now, and not a few hours because the bac of french, or worse, the TPE or the bac of history...
I seriously doubt that love exists. It's more like an illusion.
Bichette, whatever. The most important thing for you is history, isn't it? Not some stupid children games like relationship stuff... You've kinda passed that age...